Excuse me while I rant for a moment
What is the point of this website??!?
Here I get fired up about what the point of all of this is.
After my first link posting a rando on Instagram sent me a message. He said I had content, but no point. I thought my points had been rather clear, but to get even clearer here they are.
Tell the truth, the whole truth about who you are and what you want.
Some of my truths.
- I enjoy sex.
- I enjoy sex with beautiful people.
- I want to be open to all possibilities in life.
- I want to listen to opinions that do not necessarily align with my own and learn and grow because of them.
- I want to explore the world and all the beautiful things (and people) in it.
- I believe that people should experience more pleasure. In other words, we should have as much (consensual) sex as we want (if we want A LOT then we should have it, if we’re asexual and want none, then we should have none).
- With pleasure comes responsibility aka safer sex practices, communication, and as written above, honesty.
We should all eat more carrots (aka give more oral and eat healthy foods because both of those things gives us pleasure and helps us live longer).
Also, I took a few seconds out of my day to put on lip gloss. It’s a real exciting clip.
Do I intimidate you?
Yes, I Like Sex. Yes, I am a Slut. Own Who You Are Or GTFO.
Admittedly I was super excited to meet someone who I felt an immediate connection to; he was somehow capable of bringing out more of me. Like, I can be whomever I am and he enjoys seeing me that way. I don’t have to play games or pretend I am some innocent virgin. Plus, he can cook, so that was a bonus since I love to eat. One night he started acting a little weird and I was like, wtf is up. That’s when he said it. The words I never thought I’d hear come out of his mouth “I find you intimidating”. Sure, other guys have said similar things to me, but they were dudes to me. People who didn’t matter. I thought this guy was different. I thought he understood.
It’s not as if I am completely dismissing him since he said that comment, but I am trying to understand who he is, who I am, who we could be together and if anything sustainable and meaningful could come out of a relationship where the other person is slightly (if not more than slightly) afraid of you.
A guy wants to feel like he’s the only person you’ve ever slept with. Well, it’s 2018. In the world of Tinder and FOMO; in the world of birth control and unlimited porn; in the world of being whoever the fuck you want to be, being a virgin at 33 is really fucking rare. I am not that kind of rare.
It’s not like I know EVERYTHING about sex. I do know quite a bit, since I studied it and participated in it, sold sex toys to the wealthy Cherry Creek crowd for a year and yes, watched porn–both online and live. There is still a fuck ton to learn. I believe that every person you meet can teach you something if you’re willing to listen. When it comes to sex, that’s no different. It’s not just about what you’ve done, but what you CAN do together.
I may have the solution to this intimidation problem:
In any event, I do like him even if he rubbed me the wrong way with his words (and the right way everywhere else), so we shall see if we can overcome this intimidation factor or else I guess the whole “fucking off,” thing might become a reality. Let us pray to the goddess of sex, love, and drugs that this is not the case.
Thanks to Jesus and SinDay a New Project of Truth Has Emerged
Learn All About The Carrot That Changed My Perspective
Jesus Died For Somebody’s Sins But Not Mine. -Patti Smith
This is the story about how “Go Eat A Carrot,” came into being. Yes, it has to do with sex. No, I did not have sex with a carrot, but I did put it in my mouth.
Did A Blow Job Open My Throat Chakra?
How I Can No Longer Stay Silent About Any Of This Shit Anymore
Because I promised to tell the whole truth or the (hole truth depending on how pervy you are) here are the videos of me trying to explain what I’m doing. Yes, I repeat myself. I was only going to use one of these clips, then I thought, fuck it. I’m not perfect. You can see how I’m not perfect in this series in multiple ways. Also, I talk about this one specific blow-job and how I’m no longer a liberal– a lot below. So. Watch one or all or none of them, whatever.
Just Trying to Figure Out What I’m Doing Here aka Breathing onto Camera
First Take On Why I’m Even Doing This
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing
Second Take On Why You Should Go Get Your Carrot Wet